I haven't been able to write in a while... we started a new program software at work, and well... it's not going smoothly, and actually forces me to work during the day - even allowing some much needed OT hours. But, it hasn't been good for this old brain of mine.

I also got a car. My grandma's car. It's been nice being able to get around more quickly. I am not a fan of the gas stations still. I can't wait for summer. I'll barely use my car then. Riding the bus is actually more relaxing for me.

Now, for the crazy brain... I have come to realize I have not learned how to be alone. I get super depressed when I'm stuck in these 4 walls. # 3 gets loud when I'm alone.