It can only get better from here.

Wow. It's been crazy, to say the least. I lost my best friend. Which really sucks... but I'm not ready to be over it yet. Funny how living with someone really shows you who a person is - even when you thought you knew that person inside-out. They are gone now. Which is nice. I can walk in to my house without anxiety now. It still doesn't feel like home though.

I just want to move already. Stress levels are rising with every day that passes and my W-2's are not in the mailbox. I need that money. I need it bad.

The only thing I have going right in my life at the moment is love. If it were not for my babe, I don't know where I'd be. With everything else going so horribly sour, I need to know that there is at least one person standing by my side through it all. Most times, I feel like that's all I have.