Big decisions

We have to move by March 1st. At first, we were thinking of finding a one bedroom apartment, somewhere still in Los Angeles. I mean, we had considered other cities as well, but I thought we had realized it wouldn't be possible... at least not yet. And now Scott has sent in his info to a new Whole Foods opening in Hawaii! How am I supposed to move to Hawaii? This is a huge change. I mean, I've never even been to Hawaii... and I can't seem to wrap my head around the fact that I would be moving somewhere completely unfamiliar to me. Let alone moving away from all the friends and family that I have. This is huge. (I'll probably say that a few more times while writing this.) But it is also extremely exciting. I am young, I have a family. I need to think about what is best for all of us. Taking the girls away from their family will be hard. But I know the minute I tell them we are moving to Hawaii they will flip out. They have been begging to live in Hawaii for months now (thank you, Scooby Doo). I've been trying to figure out a way to get the girls further from their father (that is a whole different blog though...), so this could all be a blessing in disguise. I could, also, be getting myself hyped on moving to an island, just to find out that Scott didn't get the job. So do I start looking for places to live in both states until we know for sure? Do I leave myself just one month to find somewhere to live? I am a planner. I am an organizer. I have lists to make and things to do. This is huge. For now, I will be still. I will go where ever the universe sees fit, and I will do that without any questions.